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Thursday, 22 April 2010

it all has to start somewhere?

So i decided to do a blog, i guess I'm just so stressed lately, that i need someone or something to take my feelings out on, i don't want to walk around school with people knowing the In's and outs of my life, so this is my plan, ill just nag you with everything from my messed up family, to my amazing friends, and obviously the details on every single boy who catches my eye. I'm not a brilliant writer, so my spelling's gonna be bad, and my punctuation terrible, but hopefully you'll catch my driffft.
Right, i have about two weeks til my first exam, art, I'm literally shitting it, i swear every ones ready except me, its quite funny, cause everyone expects me to be behind, so why would i do the unexpected?

So Boys, when i fall for someone i fall hard, and i guess i must have stupid tattooed on my head, cause i always go for the wrong ones, good looks just make me melt, like my latest relationship, we'll call him "Jake", well Jake has totally messed me about, and yes i fell for him, the stupid twat, oh god i wish i never accepted him on facebook, i could already see he was one of them.I swear after about a month of time with him, i was wrapped around his little finger, and he used it to his advantage. Now, e don't want nothing to do with me, when someone likes him so much that they wanna be with him, he literally gives up, i was told this before.. i fell for him, how stupid do i feel now?
what does family mean?, all it has to do with really is who's genes you have in you, and who shares your blood. It don't mean for the rest of my life i have to be attached to them and THANK GOD, because there's not one thing normal about my family, we don't sit around the table for our meals, because my dads out selling drugs, whilst my mum's a prostitute, and lives off all the benefits she gets off her 85039485 children, and don't that make me feel special, i hate them all i swear, all a bunch of dossers.